MatsuJun's love crisis! (another update on Kou x Jun)

Matsumoto Jun (28) is facing the biggest pinch in the entertainment industry ever since his debut in Arashi 12 years ago! Right now he’s having some problems with his relationship with Kou Shibasaki (30). According to an inside source, a commercial broadcasting official: “a Johnny executive called up Matsumoto to question the truth about his relationship with Shibasaki and ordered him to break up with her. Matsumoto however will not bow down to that order.”

The two met on the set of the special FujiTV drama ‘Wagaya no Rekishi’ that was aired last year, where they both acted as siblings. Their relationship started from there.

The insider also said that: “Shibasaki was the one who pursued him in the first place, asking for his mobile address. She is notorious for dating guys and dumping them later; however it’s unfortunate that Matsumoto fell for her.”

“Shibasaki has also been often caught on camera hanging out with ex-boyfriend TAKUYA from Uverworld, because she was turned off by Matsumoto’s inability to take charge. She meets up with TAKUYA behind his back.”

Then there’s the whole issue about following the orders of the Johnny executives, apparently it is not wise to disobey them. Mori Katsuyuki, a former member of SMAP who touched the imperial wrath of the office when he went to obtain a motorcycle racing license without permission, was forced to leave the group in 1996. In short, disobeying orders are absolutely not allowed, even though Matsumoto’s in the currently popular Arashi.

“There are rumors that TAKUYA Uverworld and Shibasaki Kou might be getting back together. Therefore, Matsumoto has to choose between love and work.”

Earlier this year, Weekly Jitsuwa revealed that compromising photographs of 18-19 years-old Shibasaki and an ex-boyfriend in bed were published right before her drama ‘Diplomat Kuroda Kousaku’ was aired. There were rumors that the purpose of the publication was to break their relationship. However, Matsumoto is still not planning to break up with Shibasaki anytime soon even though higher officials have ordered him to do so.

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So what'cha gonna do Jun?? (If this rumor is to believed at all)

And what's up with him dating his on-screen sisters?

Source: 1 | 2 


p/s.....if me..i would never believe such rumours...it is same when he acted in Hanadan..the rumors of going out with Mao n such rumours that they r dating n going out together for a party..i had enough..but..lets just wait and see~~

LiveJournal

I'm so pissed off rite now..its been three days that LJ (livejournal) messed up with me...i dunno why but i can't open the webpage...

Its not only me but my friend also having the same problem....

LJ, pls get better soon...i'm dying for Arashi's news....=(

Arashi's Marching "J" message translation

AIBA MASAKI:
...Even if it feels like you have a brokenheart,hold hands and become one.
just believe that one day will come you can laugh again with everyone .
We will give our smiles to everyone forever.

NINOMIYA KAZUNARI:
In Tokyo,right now we're doing everything we can. You are not alone.
Let’s became one all together to create a great power.

MATSUMOTO JUN:
Look at the sky. That endless sky is connecting all of us.
In sad times and happy times,speak to the sky.
It will strengthen your heart. You're not alone.

SAKURAI SHO:
I’m continuesly watching the news, I’m continuesly worried.
My feelings is with you. Together,let us step forward.

OHNO SATOSHI:
We are not yet there. I'm thinking,a difficult situation continues for you.
But i'm wishing that you can get an energy and eventually smile.
We're doing the our best that we can. It will be okay.

ARASHI:
We think that for everyone,terrible situation continues.
From all the members’ hearts accept our deepest condolences .
We're wishing for your slowly recovery of strength and smiles.
The five of us are praying.

SOURCE : All this translation thanks to Ichikawa Cami (facebook)

Japan Earthquake : 7.4 quake strikes, tsunami alert issued

Japan has been rattled by a strong aftershock and tsunami warning nearly a month after a devastating earthquake and tsunami flattened the north-eastern coast.

The Japan meteorological agency issued a tsunami warning for a wave of up to one metre. The warning was issued for a coastal area already torn apart by last month's tsunami.

Officials say the new quake was a 7.4-magnitude and hit 25 miles under the water and off the coast of Miyagi prefecture. The quake that preceded last month's tsunami was a 9.0-magnitude.

Buildings as far away as Tokyo shook for about a minute.

The US Geological Survey gave the preliminary magnitude as 7.4 and it struck off the eastern coast 60 miles from Sendai and 90 miles from the stricken Fukushima nuclear plant. It was about 215 miles from Tokyo.

The depth was 25 miles. Shallower quakes tend to be more destructive.

Hundreds of aftershocks have shaken the north east region devastated by the March 11 earthquake, but few have been stronger than 7.0.

p/s....lets us pray for Japan...hope they all be alright~~

Johnny’s “Marching J” fundraiser attracts 389,000 people over 3 days

Many fans gathered outside the fundraiser for the March 11th earthquake, on the afternoon of April 3rd.

As we previously reported, Johnny & Associates held a 3-day fundraiser at Tokyo’s Yoyogi National Stadium, as part of their earthquake relief project, “Marching J“.

All of the artists of the agency, including SMAP, TOKIO, Arashi, KAT-TUN, NEWS, and Kanjani8, helped with the fundraiser, and over the course of the 3 days, around 389,000 people came out to support the cause (we reported the first day total of 101,000).

On April 3rd, the final day, SMAP’s Kimura Takuya thanked fans, saying, “Thank you to all of you for lending us your help, two days ago, yesterday, and today.”

Fellow member Katori Shingo commented, “I believe these thoughts will definitely reach many people.”

SMAP also performed an a cappella version of their hit songs “Sekai de Hitotsu Dake no Hana” and “Yozora no Mukou“.

The “Marching J” relief project will be continuing its support of relief efforts even after the event.

Source + Photo: Sanspo /Kyodo News via excite

My Thought

Curently i'm feeling down because of my situation...
what situation?? i dont know either...i'm juz feeling sad...whenever i'm alone ifeel like i'm useless but instead a lot of people need my help..
As always...they will depending on me...but why i feel alone when at the same time a lot of people need me??

Another feeling that i can't escape well so many times even i've tried so hard to do...
I'm not very well in hiding my feeling but as long as i can stay strong...i will....

p/s...juz adding something in extra...Arashi-Hatenai Sora lyrics..enjoy!!!! (the vids can be found on the right side of my blog#)


HATENAI SORA

Kanji
泥まみれの毎日だけど　いまさら悩んだりはしない
呆れるほど不器用だけど　心に誓った夢がある

届かない星が瞬いて　触れるように　そっと問い掛けた
よみがえる希望でこの胸が　満たされるから　追いかけるだけ

果てない空がそこにあるって　いま確かな声が聞こえる
飛べない自分を変えていこうか　踏み出して何度でも
やり直そう 力強く

積み重ねた言い訳より　ありのままを信じてみよう
嘘だらけの幸せより　素直のまま微笑んでいよう

また一つ星が流れたら　手を伸ばしてそう　掴めるように
真っ白な未来がどこまでも　続いてるから　確かめるだけ

見えないものは何もないって　その確かな歌が聞こえる
消えない思いがここにあるんだ　いつだってもういちど
立ち上がる　力強く

涙の跡が乾いたら　また呼び掛けるから　答えてよ　まだ見ぬ明日へ
一人じゃないと気付いたんだ　輝くあの扉　共に目指そう

果てない空がそこにあるって　いま確かな声が聞こえる
飛べない自分を変えていこうか　踏み出して何度でも
やり直そう 力強く

見えないものは何もないって　その確かな歌が聞こえる
立ち上がる　力強く


Romaji
doromamire no mainichi dakedo 　ima sara nayandari wa shinai
akireruhodo bukiyou dakedo 　kokoro ni chikatta yume ga aru

todokanai hoshi ga matataite 　fureru you ni sotto toikaketa
yomigaeru kibou de kono mune ga 　mitasareru kara　oikakeru dake

hatenai sora ga soko ni arutte　ima tashika na koe ga kikoeru
tobenai jibun wo kaete ikou ka　fumidashite nando demo
yarinaosou chikara zuyoku

tsumikasaneta iiwake yori 　ari no mama wo shinjitemiyou
usodarake no shiawase yori　sunao no mama hohoende iyou

mata hitotsu hoshi ga nagaretara　te wo nobashite sou tsukameru you ni
masshiro na mirai ga dokomademo tsuzuiteru kara　tashikameru dake

mienai mono wa nanimo naitte 　sono tashika na uta ga kikoeru
kienai omoi ga koko ni arunda 　itsudatte mou ichido
tachiagarou chikara zuyoku

namida no ato ga kawaitara　mata yobikakeru kara　kotaete yo mada minu asu e
hitori janai to kizuitan da kagayaku ano tobira tomo ni mezasou

hatenai sora ga soko ni arutte　ima tashika na koe ga kikoeru
tobenai jibun wo kaete ikou ka　fumidashite nando demo
yarinaosou chikara zuyoku

mienai mono wa nanimo naitte 　sono tashika na uta ga kikoeru
kienai omoi ga koko ni arunda 　itsudatte mou ichido
tachiagarou chikara zuyoku


English
Although my every days are caked with mud　After all this time, I will not do such a thing as be worried
And all though I am shockingly awkward　I have a dream in my heart that I have vowed (to myself to make come true)

The stars that are out of my reach are twinkling　It seems as if I could touch them as I (the star?) begin(s) to ask
Because this heart (of mine) is filled with revived hopes　I will just chase after them (the stars)

Now I can definitely hear that voice saying, "There is an endless sky out there."
Shall I change myself who cannot fly?　Step out and no matter how many times it takes
keep trying, with strength

More than the excuses that have piled up　I want to try and believe in what I am
More than happiness that is littered by lies　I will continue to honestly smile

If a single shooting star passes by again　I will reach my hand out in order to catch it
And because the pure white future continues on forever　I just have to check (to make sure it does)

Saying, "The things you can't see aren't anything."　I can hear that definite song
The indelible memories are here, any time
You can pick yourself up again with strength

Once the tracks of my tears have dried up, I will call to you again　answer me and lead me to the future which we haven't seen yet
I realized that I am not alone　Together, let's aim for that shining door

Now I can definitely hear that voice saying, "There is an endless sky out there."
Shall I change myself who cannot fly?　Step out and no matter how many times it takes
keep trying, with strength

I can definitely hear the song saying, "The things you can't see aren't anything."
The indelible memories are here, any time
You can pick yourself up again with strength


-such a beautiful song to listen too-

Johnny & Associates cancel concerts + provide free trucks for disaster relief

On March 15th, entertainment agency Johnny & Associates announced that all planned domestic concerts by their artists in March have been canceled. Instead, the transport and power unit trucks normally used for these live performances will be lent to disaster-stricken areas in Japan, free of charge.

In total, 18 performances by 6 artists have been canceled (including TOKIO, Tackey & Tsubasa, Hey!Say! JUMP, and Yamashita Tomohisa).

At every concert, Johnny’s uses several 10-ton transport trucks and a few electric power unit trucks. The agency has a contract in place with truck companies for these, but since the concerts have been canceled, they announced, “If it can help with the disaster relief in stricken areas, we are prepared to lend them out for emergency transport and supplementing electricity … [For example,] transporting material aid, and providing electricity to hospitals…”

Food transport and power shortage are big problems at the affected areas, and Johnny’s says they will consider requests by local authority groups involved in the relief effort for the trucks.

Source: Sanspo

Message from Arashi to Arashian

Here's the translation of the message :

***We would like to express our deepest condolences to all of those who have been affected by this earthquake.

Every day the more we watch news, the more we know about the situation, we become increasingly worried about everyone who’s suffered.

We’ve heard that a great deal of fans have been concerned about us, but we’re all fine, rest assured.

Right now, cooperating with conserving energy and water, not using the phone unless it’s urgent, and donating money to relief funds… that’s all we can do to help from where we are in Tokyo. We believe that every little bit helps.

What we can do to help is probably limited, but we’re trying our best to do what we can because we want to make everyone smile again, if just a little.

For everyone in the affected areas, there’s surely still no room to let their guards down, but all of us members are hoping that you can encourage your friends and family, as well as those around you. Then maybe you can overcome these tough times.

Arashi
Ohno Satoshi, Sakurai Sho, Aiba Masaki, Ninomiya Kazunari, Matsumoto Jun

Source : J WEB, Zahirah DBSK Arashi (Facebook) & to the right owner

Japan Quake and Tsunami (Update)

ENGINEERS were last night locked in a desperate race against time to spare Japan from a horrific nuclear disaster.

The fate of millions lay in the hands of workers who have 48 hours to prevent a deadly meltdown at a quake-hit Fukushima One plant.

If they fail, there could be a ­Chernobyl-style radiation leak that will kill people within days and leave others at risk of cancers and childbirth defects for decades to come.

Experts claim that unless engineers can cool the rods, they will melt in around 48 hours and burn through the heavy casing of the containment building they are housed in.

A predicted change in wind ­direction today could leave Tokyo residents in any leak’s line of fire.

Nuclear expert Professor John Gittus, who helped with the aftermath of the 1986 Chernobyl disaster in Ukraine, warned the chances of a meltdown were “one in 10”.

He said: “Within a day or two we should find out that things are all right. That is my forecast.

“But there is a chance we shall find ourselves on the way to a core melt.” Prof Gittus, a fellow of the Royal Academy of Engineering, added: “What happened in Chernobyl is happening in Japan.

“The reactors have been switched off making a nuclear explosion ­impossible but a core meltdown would spell disaster.

“The amount of heat in the core after it has been switched off is enough to melt a hemisphere of concrete 100 yards in diameter.

“This is the China Syndrome we used to talk about and people thought it would go all the way through the world and come out in Australia. But the reality is it is a finite amount of heat energy called decaying heat.

“I did the analysis of the Chernobyl reactor for the British government. The difference is the Japanese reactor has got two strong containments.

“One is the pressure vessel which is a foot thick made of steel the second is the made of concrete and what has happened so far is both those containments have stopped anything get out. Chernobyl didn’t have either.”

But if there was a full meltdown highly radioactive vapours would swirl out into the atmosphere.

The professor said: “This vapour will be blown around. The expectation would be some dozens of people would receive big radiation doses and would die within days or weeks.

“Much larger number of people hundreds times greater would receive smaller doses and it is not certain what would happen to them. This happened after the Chernobyl accident.

“We can’t really be certain that the thousands of people who receive these smaller doses are going to have their lives shortened. But it is a possibility.

“The expectation is that however small a dose some people would die early as a result of cancers in 10 to 40 years’ time. But that’s not certain. They could be somewhere where it rained and a cloud of radioactive wind happened to be blowing over.”

With the rods melting out of control in three damaged reactors at Fukushima, engineers were pumping seawater into the containers in a bid to stop them ­overheating and melting.

Officials admitted radiation detected at Fukushima yesterday was twice the maximum seen so far.

The containment building’s designer claimed he told the makers of the plant it was not strong enough to withstand ­earthquakes. Masashi Goto said his greatest fear is that the blasts may have damaged the steel casing designed to stop radioactive ­material escaping.

He also painted a dire picture of what would happen if a full meltdown and explosion occur.

Mr Goto said because the reactor uses mixed oxide, the melting point is lower than that of conventional fuel. It would mean plutonium being spread over an area up to twice as far as ­estimated for a conventional nuclear explosion.

Even if that is averted, experts predict radioactive releases of steam from the crippled plant could still go on for more than a year.

Workers have no option but to ­periodically vent the reactors as part of the emergency cooling process.

Authorities declared an exclusions around a 12-mile radius of the plant and evacuated 210,000 people.

A senior American official advising the Japanese government said: “Even under the best scenarios, this isn’t going to end soon.”

Japan responded by providing 230,000 units of stable iodine to evacuation centres as a precautionary measure.

As fears of a leak grew, another ­earthquake with a magnitude of 4.1 hit Tokyo at 8pm UK time last night.

In the Pacific, US aircraft carrier the Ronald Reagan, deployed for relief efforts, moved position after detecting low-level radiation. Officials claimed crew members received a month’s worth of radiation in less than an hour.

Three US helicopters flying missions 60 miles north of the plant became coated with radiation.

Several crew needed decontamination scrubs.

Rescue operations continued all along Japan’s battered northeast yesterday.

Emergency workers found 1,000 bodies in Minami Sanriku and another 1,000 washed up on beaches in Miyagi.

Survivors said food, water and fuel were running critically low in the hardest-hit areas and 2.6 million homes were without electricity. Gas was running low.

Red Cross worker Patrick Fuller in Otsuchi said: “It’s a scene from hell. Almost everything has been flattened.

“The government is saying 9,500 people, more than half of the population here could have died and I fear the worst.”

Japan Red Cross president Tadateru Konoe added: “This is the worst I have ever seen. Otsuchi reminds me of Osaka and Tokyo after the Second World War when everything was destroyed.”

SOURCE : http://mirror.co.uk

Japan Earthquake and Tsunami

TENS of thousands of people were feared dead yesterday after a tsunami triggered by one of the biggest earthquakes in history hit Japan.

Ships, buildings and cars were swept away as monster 33ft waves smashed into the port city of Sendai.

The 8.9 magnitude quake sparked a nuclear emergency when it shut down the cooling systems at the country’s largest atomic plant.

Experts were last night battling to stop radiation leaks as 6,000 people were evacuated and US jets flew in chemicals to avert a disaster.

Amid the desolation, more than 300 bodies washed up when the catastrophic flood waters retreated.

But Japanese authorities said 80,000 people are missing and fear the death toll will rise dramatically in the coming days. Hundreds of fires continued to burn last night in Kesennuma, a coastal town of 70,000 people, with little hope of being put out.

A boat carrying 80 dock workers was swept away in the 500mph tidal wave. A cruise ship with 100 passengers is also thought to be missing.

Two bullet trains were picked up and thrown from the tracks like toys, one of them with 400 passengers which was still missing last night. As entire communities remained cut off, one emergency worker said: “We witnessed biblical scenes.

“Huge container ships were tossed around like matchsticks. There was nothing anyone could do.”

The quake is the sixth largest of all time and the worst to hit Japan.

Capital Tokyo survived it relatively unscathed. But one million residents in the north eastern city of Sendai watched in horror as the mammoth wall of water struck without warning.

Witnesses said there was an eerie silence “like the world had stopped” seconds before the quake hit.

Thousands of people were forced to run for their lives as killer waves full of mud and debris swallowed neighbourhoods. Desperate drivers tried to outrun the water in their cars.

Bridges were swept away and a packed hotel in the city collapsed when the quake hit at 2.46pm (5.46am UK time).

A worldwide tsunami warning was issued in the aftermath of the tremor, which struck six miles down and 80 miles off the eastern coast. Last night Japanese scientists decided to release radioactive vapour to ease temperatures at the Fukushima Daiich nuclear plant.

The pressure inside one of six boiling water reactors had risen to 1.5 times the level considered normal.

But experts said the radioactive element in the vapour released would not affect the environment or human health. Their main aim is to prevent radiation leaks as they repair vital cooling systems.

The quake also started a fire in a turbine building at a nuclear power plant in north-eastern Japan, but the reactor was reported to be secure.

Panic swept the Pacific after the Red Cross warned of a potential wall of water higher than many islands. In Guam, the tsunami broke two US Navy submarines from their moorings.

And in Hawaii, tens of thousands of residents were ordered to evacuate coastal areas.

Police drove along main roads in Honolulu and Waikiki Beach, telling terrified holidaymakers: “This is not a drill.” But when the waves hit at 3am they were not as big as expected. Warnings were also issued along the west coast of America, Canada, the Philippines, Indonesia and South America.

Experts said the quake was 8,000 times stronger than the one which devastated Christchurch in New Zealand last month.

One of the dead was a girl of six who was crushed when the ceiling of supermarket collapsed in Miyagi.

Several others died when a massive landslide hit a remote rural area.

In north-eastern Fukushima, a dam collapsed and swept away homes after the tremor caused huge cracks.

Four million people in Tokyo alone were left without power. Mobile phone and internet connections were cut across Japan. BA and Virgin have cancelled flights to the city. Workers in the captial cowered under desks as buildings swayed. Skyscrapers continued to rattle as dozens of aftershocks – including a giant 7.4 magnitude – rattled the capital for more than an hour.

Fears of more devastation rose sharply again last night when a 6.6 magnitude quake struck 105 miles north of Tokyo around 7pm UK time.

There were no immediate reports of damage.

Japanese Prime Minister Naoto Kan said: “The earthquake has caused major damage. We will secure the safety of the people and ask them to be cautious and react calmly.”

Japan is one of the most seismically active areas in the world.

SOURCE : http://www.mirror.co.uk/

Worried

yeah...i'm really are worried bout what had happen...at my place they r warning that the "tsunami" will occur but the warning had been off since they are no threat anymore but we still in precautions....I hope all my friends that stay in Jpan will be ok n of course our boy idol...Arashi.

The latest news i heard n its from the rite source which is Johnny's Entertainment itself confirmed that all Arashi members are safe n the confirmation had been approved by Fuji TV...thank goodness!! n i'm also glad to hear that other JE boys are safe too even some of them had been injured but they are safe.

Lets all pray for Japan n hope they all be alright...

p/s..all nite i've been worrying..hoping nothing will be happen...i hope this chaos will end soon..

-mood- Hatenai Sora by ARASHI

Another Day in My Life....

another day had passed...without i noticed it..its been eleven day in the new year...wow!!! time passes by so quickly...hehehehehe...my bad coz don't noticed it...

i juz think...if i had an extra time last nite, what should i do??? heheheehehe...something slightly passes my mind...i had a feeling want to call my-ex...my God!!! am i crazy??? but no...i juz had that feeling but i didn't do it...heheheehhee...then with a thunder of storm i forgot it...

"don't cross the line"...that phrases keep appeared in my mind today..dunno why but i'm juz aware with everything i done today...this day ain't over yet but keep being aware...heheheheeh...hope only good things will happen next...

now i'm bored...what to do?? i've finish collecting Arashi no Shukudai kun episodes...n i'm done downloading Arashi Time Concert ~ Kotoba No Chikara~....i'm also done downloading nino's drama Freeter Ie O Kau....uwaaa!!!! bored...owh!! i have no idea how to edit that new profile from Facebook...its make me baka juz look at it n done nothing...hurm...=((

well...the day is not over yet...n i also must not give up easily...i'll try my best to do what i have to finish today n make my day omoshiroi....yatta!!!

p/s - mood _Arashi (Happiness and Troublemaker)

2011 (another Arashi year...)

NEW YEAR IS AROUND THE CORNER!!!!!

yeah...soon it will be 2011...owh..another year had pass...n i'm still hoping for the best next year...by the way...next year will be the same like this year coz i'll be broke for sure...early this year...i'll receive my Arashi DVD...n i still don't know how many single they will release next year...owh...hohohoo...juz prepare the money anyway...hurm...my friends keep asking what worth do u spend on them?? i juz said..it's worth coz i know where my money go n its worth coz i have a place to spend my money...

hehehehehe...one of my arashian blogger agreed with what i said...coz only arashian know the satisfaction of spending money on Arashi's stuff...huhuhuhu!!!! but its good for me since i broke up n nobody i have to pay attention with so i decide to pay attention to my idol group....=))

one day for sure...i'll go to Japan n meet them...owh...even in a dream its beautiful i don't know if i can meet them for real....well..this year almost come to its end...what can i say??? juz hope for the best next year....

i will make sure that i can achieve what i have to achieve next year...its for my own good tho...n i must forget the thing that i have to forget...

well...i will not being broken hearted coz i'm Arashian but if my Matsumoto Jun have a girlfriend then i might be broken heart...owh!!!! can't imagine how i feel if its really happen!!! no Matsujun!!!! Watashi anata daisuki!!!! Love Junji n Arashi too!!!

Grateful...

gosh!!! i heard many thing bout my Arashi group recently...specially bout the kawaii riida...what wrong with him?? thanks to my blogger friend that give me this info (read from her blog actually)....hurm...i dont expect that riida can be in chaos like that....

by the way...congrats to ninomiya coz made it his final drama for this season...FREETER NO IE WO KAO....will watch the drama coz i can see that his acting character has been more matured from time to time...congrats nino!!!

well...lastly with all my homework bout them...forgot with myself...i'm already at PJ...gpoing interview with my dad's friend...hurm...dunno if i can made or not...i'm accepting what will come in my life n if it happens that i'm supposed to stay here...then i'll stay...n if its not...thanks to God...

p/s...if i can go to Japan then it will be more than dreams come true...heheheheheeh....

Hatenai Sora (Endless Sky)

hehehehe...at last i got that song from arashi...their latest single of this year title 'HATENAI SORA'...means endless sky...the music is great n calming..gosh!!! they always make their fan remember what the best n what is important to them...Arashi minna san!!! GANBATTE!!! selepas single 'LOVE RAINBOW & DEAR SNOW'...single ini juga akan dijangka membuat semua peminat menangis disebabkan makna lagu yg begitu mendalam pada hati peminat...

xsabar rasanya nak tunggu video clip utk lagu ni siap...lagu ni dijangka akan release pada 10/11/2010...hurm...lama g tu...tpi ape leh wat..bagi peminat2 Arashi yg melayari stesen radio ninomiya kazunari pasti akan dpt download lagu ni...lagu ini mula diperdengarkan pada peminat di stesen radio Baystorm yg dihoskan oleh nino...hehehehehe...masa die umumkan yg ni last single dari Arashi die sedih je tpi bile sume peminat tnya caner nak download lagu ni...die so happy...heheheehehe...i'm one of them actually....

hurm...n yg paling best sekali...Arashi 10-11 Concert yg telah diadakan pada 20/8/2010....that concert was so happening n bnyk la jgk lagu bru arashi yg dpt didengari pada masa itu...n oleh sebab dvd concert tu dah mula dipasarkan...i already make my order..thanks japanese shop...really love ur service!!!

ape pun...aku berharap yg mereka akan kekal sebagai satu group idol yg diminati ramai sampai bila2.....



ARASHI....GANBATTE!!!!

setahun berlalu....

setelah setahun berlalu tanpa membuat apa2 yg pasti...kini aku kembali dgn harapan baru...kini aku pergi pada dunia yg baru iaitu dunia pekerjaan...tetapi aku akan kembali pada tempat yg bnyk meninggalkan kenangan kepada diri ini...

lantas aku berkata pada diri ini..."ahhh...pedulikan semua tu..aku dtg utk mencari pengalaman baru dan untuk pengalaman itu akan aku tempuhi cabaran dan halangan yg ada..."semua terpulang pada diri ini...kekuatan itu perlu..tetapi kadang kala diri ini begitu cpt leka bila perasaan itu hadir...

RINDU...perasaan itu boleh membunuh dan merosak rupanya...diri ini hampir saja hanyut oleh godaan perasaan itu...ahh..betapa ia sgt berbahaya...aku hnya berharap bila aku ke sana nti aku dpt mencari pengalaman dan melupakan kenangan...

kata org...cinta pertama sukar dilupakan...aku akui itu. memang aku susah utk melupakan dirinya..setiap hari aku mengingatinya...betapa aku mencintainya..tetapi apakan daya...tiada kata untuk diluah dan tiada alasan untuk diberi...hidup ini penuh dgn kehendak dan itu kehendak hatiku...biarlah dia belajar hidup tanpa diri ini....aku akui dia seperti anak kecil yg sgt manja...yg perlukan perhatian...tidak pernah jemu diri ini melayan setiap kehendaknya..aku terhibur jika melihat dia tertawa gembira...ahh...kenangan lagi...CUKUP!!!

moga hidup ini akan kembali bermakna selepas aku memasuki dunia pekerjaan nti...aku sgt berharap agar semuanya dipermudahkan...yg pastinya..aku harus menyelesaikan semua urusan dlm masa dua minggu lagi...memang berat setiap urusan yg perlu diselesaikan tetapi itulah kehidupan....

hurm...masa juga yg menjadi titik tolak utk aku berubah...moga perubahan ini akan menjadikan aku insan yg lebih tabah dan sabar...

GANBARE!!!!!

P.M.R SEASON.....

Selepas UPSR, aku harus menumpuhkan sepenuh perhatian pada pelajar PMR ku pula. pada masa dan musim inilah dimana segala kerja keras selama berbulan-bulan akan menampakkan hasil atau tidak. Dan pada masa inilah juga dimana ia akan menjadi kayu pengukur pada kejayaan pada masa hadapan.

Di sinilah juga medan perjuangan bagi 5 org anak didikku yg sentiasa memberi kepercayaan kepadaku untuk memberi dan berkongsi ilmu dengan mereka. mereka tidak pernah kenal jemu untuk menimba ilmu dariku dan aku juga tidak pernah jemu untuk mempelajari semula ilmu tersebut untuk dikongsi bersama mereka.

Aku berharap agar semua hasil usaha mereka selama ini berbalas. sekarang hanya tinggal kebolehan mereka untuk menjawab semua soalan berdasarkan fakta, panduan dan juga tips yg telah aku berikan.

"wahai adik2 k.ila, k.ila sentiasa mendoakan kejayaan kalian. ketahuilah bahawa jika kalian berjaya, bermakna kalian akan membanggakan kedua ibu bapa kalian"....

back to normal...

semua dah selesai...majlis pengebumian telah berlalu dgn selamat...syukur seribu sykur..majlis berjalan dgn sgt2 lancar dan seperti perancangan Allah...yang pergi tetap pergi dan kita yg tinggal haruslah cekal dan meneruskan kehidupan....

4 hari telah berlalu dgn seribu peristiwa...syukur..dlm 4 hari ini aku telah khatam dua kali bacaan alQuran...rahmat dari Allah ini sungguh bermakna buat diriku...mudah2an perjalanan hidup ini dipermudahkan...

seisi keluarga tetap bersabar dan tabah dgn pemergian yg terjadi secara mengejut ini...tetapi janji Tuhan kita tidak boleh tidakkan...ia tetap akan berlaku...ia membuat aku insaf...diri ini sentiasa terlajak dlm apa jua perlakuan dan perbuatan..tetapi syukurlah...diri ini masih mendapat panduan dari semua org yg menyayangi diri ini....

esok bermulalah satu lagi hari baru dlm hidup ini..sentiasa berada dlm kebersediaan dlm menghadapi apa jua dugaan yg mendatang...i hope i still can give the best in everything i do...

*GANBATTE*

at last...

akhirnye...abis dah kesengsaraan selama 9 bulan...klu kna kat pompuan..dah bersalin agaknye...
ari ni...23/09/2010..adik aku selamat menghabiskan kertas UPSR terakhirnye...amin...

nama die pun amin gak...hehhehehe...ape pun..aku dah warning die awal2...pas ni die xleh ganggu aku dah...penat aku jadik bodyguard die...bkn ape..adik aku yg sorg ni hyper sket...so kna control bnyk...klu x...hurm...

ape2 pun skrg kna bnyk doa supaya die dpt 5A's straight....jdi lepas gak title dak nakal die tu....usaha dah, doa dah...skrg ni tawakal je...insyaallah..aku yakin die leh dpt...biar lah die jdi org yg pertama n last yg dpt excellent result in my family....

aku doa dia dpt kejayaan yg setanding dgn usaha die selama ini...segala penat lelah, kesengsaraan, paksaan smpi nangis tu...aku harap sgt dpt berbalas...biarlah giliran die plak merasa ape itu kejayaan selepas berusaha...

hurm...now back to me...not much...cume skrg kna berdoa bnyk2 agar sape2 yg ade sakit hati kat aku, marah or broken heart kat aku dpt maafkan aku...bkn ape...maybe tu penghalang rezeki...ye la..nak cari rezeki ni perlu berkat org lain jgk...mudah2an terbuka lah pintu hati dorg sume tu supaya dpt maafkan diri ni...

after raya...

hurm...after raya ni i'm busy with my younger brother...facing UPSR...n as the last one...many high expectation from other family member...i know my brother ability n i know he can do it...he juz need a lil' confident...but sometimes he can be over it....

always told him that anything leaves to God...i dont care bout the result but as a sister i also want the best...klu die dpt wat yg terbaik...cerahlah peluang die nak masuk kat skola tahfiz terbaik kat Subang Jaya tu...n aku pun disuruh le oleh umi aku untuk keje kat area situ...nak teman adik aku la kirenye...adehh...

ni la masalahnye skrg ni...permohonan keje dah diuruskan...kwn abah aku plak tu yg urus..aku dah risau dah ni...wat nye adik aku xnak g situ...mau aku sorg2 kat situ..adehh. pening seh...penat kasi alasan xnak g...tpi ntah la...umi iye2 sgt suh aku g...xpe la...mudah2an berkat...dpt jgk keje yg kwn abah cadangkan tu....

ni dah nak kna fikir dah ni...nak kna rancang dah..nak tinggal kat ner, nak duk dgn sape..mcm2 la plak bile fikir..hurm...susah tol la..ape2 pun tgk la dulu...nak pegi ke x...xpegi kang merajuk lak umi abah tu...pegi lak kang cari nahas la plak...susah tol la...penat aku kasi alasan dah alas nak fly...xjalan jgk...adehhh....

ape2 pun mudah2an adik aku selamat menjalani peperiksaan UPSR tu dgn jayanye....sesape yg baca blog merepek aku ni...murah2kan la doa anda untuk adik saya ye...makaseh...

adios...sayonara!!!