Curently i'm feeling down because of my situation...
what situation?? i dont know either...i'm juz feeling sad...whenever i'm alone ifeel like i'm useless but instead a lot of people need my help..
As always...they will depending on me...but why i feel alone when at the same time a lot of people need me??
Another feeling that i can't escape well so many times even i've tried so hard to do...
I'm not very well in hiding my feeling but as long as i can stay strong...i will....
p/s...juz adding something in extra...Arashi-Hatenai Sora lyrics..enjoy!!!! (the vids can be found on the right side of my blog#)
HATENAI SORA
Kanji
泥まみれの毎日だけど いまさら悩んだりはしない
呆れるほど不器用だけど 心に誓った夢がある
届かない星が瞬いて 触れるように そっと問い掛けた
よみがえる希望でこの胸が 満たされるから 追いかけるだけ
果てない空がそこにあるって いま確かな声が聞こえる
飛べない自分を変えていこうか 踏み出して何度でも
やり直そう 力強く
積み重ねた言い訳より ありのままを信じてみよう
嘘だらけの幸せより 素直のまま微笑んでいよう
また一つ星が流れたら 手を伸ばしてそう 掴めるように
真っ白な未来がどこまでも 続いてるから 確かめるだけ
見えないものは何もないって その確かな歌が聞こえる
消えない思いがここにあるんだ いつだってもういちど
立ち上がる 力強く
涙の跡が乾いたら また呼び掛けるから 答えてよ まだ見ぬ明日へ
一人じゃないと気付いたんだ 輝くあの扉 共に目指そう
果てない空がそこにあるって いま確かな声が聞こえる
飛べない自分を変えていこうか 踏み出して何度でも
やり直そう 力強く
見えないものは何もないって その確かな歌が聞こえる
立ち上がる 力強く
Romaji
doromamire no mainichi dakedo ima sara nayandari wa shinai
akireruhodo bukiyou dakedo kokoro ni chikatta yume ga aru
todokanai hoshi ga matataite fureru you ni sotto toikaketa
yomigaeru kibou de kono mune ga mitasareru kara oikakeru dake
hatenai sora ga soko ni arutte ima tashika na koe ga kikoeru
tobenai jibun wo kaete ikou ka fumidashite nando demo
yarinaosou chikara zuyoku
tsumikasaneta iiwake yori ari no mama wo shinjitemiyou
usodarake no shiawase yori sunao no mama hohoende iyou
mata hitotsu hoshi ga nagaretara te wo nobashite sou tsukameru you ni
masshiro na mirai ga dokomademo tsuzuiteru kara tashikameru dake
mienai mono wa nanimo naitte sono tashika na uta ga kikoeru
kienai omoi ga koko ni arunda itsudatte mou ichido
tachiagarou chikara zuyoku
namida no ato ga kawaitara mata yobikakeru kara kotaete yo mada minu asu e
hitori janai to kizuitan da kagayaku ano tobira tomo ni mezasou
hatenai sora ga soko ni arutte ima tashika na koe ga kikoeru
tobenai jibun wo kaete ikou ka fumidashite nando demo
yarinaosou chikara zuyoku
mienai mono wa nanimo naitte sono tashika na uta ga kikoeru
kienai omoi ga koko ni arunda itsudatte mou ichido
tachiagarou chikara zuyoku
English
Although my every days are caked with mud After all this time, I will not do such a thing as be worried
And all though I am shockingly awkward I have a dream in my heart that I have vowed (to myself to make come true)
The stars that are out of my reach are twinkling It seems as if I could touch them as I (the star?) begin(s) to ask
Because this heart (of mine) is filled with revived hopes I will just chase after them (the stars)
Now I can definitely hear that voice saying, "There is an endless sky out there."
Shall I change myself who cannot fly? Step out and no matter how many times it takes
keep trying, with strength
More than the excuses that have piled up I want to try and believe in what I am
More than happiness that is littered by lies I will continue to honestly smile
If a single shooting star passes by again I will reach my hand out in order to catch it
And because the pure white future continues on forever I just have to check (to make sure it does)
Saying, "The things you can't see aren't anything." I can hear that definite song
The indelible memories are here, any time
You can pick yourself up again with strength
Once the tracks of my tears have dried up, I will call to you again answer me and lead me to the future which we haven't seen yet
I realized that I am not alone Together, let's aim for that shining door
Now I can definitely hear that voice saying, "There is an endless sky out there."
Shall I change myself who cannot fly? Step out and no matter how many times it takes
keep trying, with strength
I can definitely hear the song saying, "The things you can't see aren't anything."
The indelible memories are here, any time
You can pick yourself up again with strength
-such a beautiful song to listen too-
