tada i ma....means i'm back....back from what??? dunno...hahahahahahahaha....
today is a very long day for me....n i'm so tired too....pagi2 g training kat stadium..coach aku yg baik hati n hensem serta penyayang tu paksa aku training...dah la pagi tdi hujan renyai2...mau je x aku tertidur kat stadium tu...kwn2 ku punya la berang kat coach 'kesayangan' kitorg tu....dah la paksa org pas tu leh senyum simpul je....arrggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! geram!!!!!!!! kitorg training bagai nak gila smpi terlentang kepenatan kat stadium tu....hehehehe...tpi sekali-sekala paksa diri mcm ni best jgk...tau nape? aku dpt hilangkan tension, lupakan masalah aku n mcm2 lagi.....
pas je dri stadium aku bergegas lak g skola...adehh...aku kna bagi test kat bdk2 camping lak....test pertolongan cemas asas....dah lama aku xbagi test kat org...sib baik jgk sumenye berjalan lancar...n as usual cikgu aku masih lagi kagum dgn cara aku mengendalikan test yg susah tu....next week aku kna kuarkan markah dah....pening lak....balik je umah ade majlis keluarga...sambut birthday abah aku...penat jgn citer la..aku sempat rehat utk solat n mandi je....kul 6.30 ptg lak...aku cpt maghrib n berkejat ke gym...coach aku punya la baik hati tunggu aku bersiap...die tau aku nak skip kan...
kul 9 tdi bru balik dari gym...penat sungguh...tpi aku puas....actually...i miss someone so much....but i don't know why...juz don't know what happen...i'm confused maybe...dunno....arrgghh!!!! lantak la!!!! aku nak bahagia dgn hidup aku....
now...i'm happy with me...with who i am....yes i miss u...so much...damn much...but...there are something that i don't really know the reason....i love u....yes i love u...so much...my love never change for u...but yet...there are something that make me confused...it was u or me...i still don't know...trust...is all i have 4 u...n what have i left here is my heart...
i'm back n i want to be more positive....
-xoxo-peace....
