shit....

i feel so shit...dunno why...but i feel it...i feel so down....dear blog...i need u...but i'm scared to write to u....

the truth is...i'm scared to on9...coz each time i on9 i feel something awful to see n awful to hear...god!!!why this is happen to me...

i make my desicion...my final one....i have to forget u...i'm sorry...i will write again here...maybe someday...if i'm ready to do so...

for now....i'm resting....i hope this is a very write n good desicion for me...for everyone i know here...i'm sorry...but now i'm so scared...

for the one i love...i'm sorry but i have to do this....i'm sorry d~