My Thought

Curently i'm feeling down because of my situation...
what situation?? i dont know either...i'm juz feeling sad...whenever i'm alone ifeel like i'm useless but instead a lot of people need my help..
As always...they will depending on me...but why i feel alone when at the same time a lot of people need me??

Another feeling that i can't escape well so many times even i've tried so hard to do...
I'm not very well in hiding my feeling but as long as i can stay strong...i will....

p/s...juz adding something in extra...Arashi-Hatenai Sora lyrics..enjoy!!!! (the vids can be found on the right side of my blog#)


HATENAI SORA

Kanji
泥まみれの毎日だけど　いまさら悩んだりはしない
呆れるほど不器用だけど　心に誓った夢がある

届かない星が瞬いて　触れるように　そっと問い掛けた
よみがえる希望でこの胸が　満たされるから　追いかけるだけ

果てない空がそこにあるって　いま確かな声が聞こえる
飛べない自分を変えていこうか　踏み出して何度でも
やり直そう 力強く

積み重ねた言い訳より　ありのままを信じてみよう
嘘だらけの幸せより　素直のまま微笑んでいよう

また一つ星が流れたら　手を伸ばしてそう　掴めるように
真っ白な未来がどこまでも　続いてるから　確かめるだけ

見えないものは何もないって　その確かな歌が聞こえる
消えない思いがここにあるんだ　いつだってもういちど
立ち上がる　力強く

涙の跡が乾いたら　また呼び掛けるから　答えてよ　まだ見ぬ明日へ
一人じゃないと気付いたんだ　輝くあの扉　共に目指そう

果てない空がそこにあるって　いま確かな声が聞こえる
飛べない自分を変えていこうか　踏み出して何度でも
やり直そう 力強く

見えないものは何もないって　その確かな歌が聞こえる
立ち上がる　力強く


Romaji
doromamire no mainichi dakedo 　ima sara nayandari wa shinai
akireruhodo bukiyou dakedo 　kokoro ni chikatta yume ga aru

todokanai hoshi ga matataite 　fureru you ni sotto toikaketa
yomigaeru kibou de kono mune ga 　mitasareru kara　oikakeru dake

hatenai sora ga soko ni arutte　ima tashika na koe ga kikoeru
tobenai jibun wo kaete ikou ka　fumidashite nando demo
yarinaosou chikara zuyoku

tsumikasaneta iiwake yori 　ari no mama wo shinjitemiyou
usodarake no shiawase yori　sunao no mama hohoende iyou

mata hitotsu hoshi ga nagaretara　te wo nobashite sou tsukameru you ni
masshiro na mirai ga dokomademo tsuzuiteru kara　tashikameru dake

mienai mono wa nanimo naitte 　sono tashika na uta ga kikoeru
kienai omoi ga koko ni arunda 　itsudatte mou ichido
tachiagarou chikara zuyoku

namida no ato ga kawaitara　mata yobikakeru kara　kotaete yo mada minu asu e
hitori janai to kizuitan da kagayaku ano tobira tomo ni mezasou

hatenai sora ga soko ni arutte　ima tashika na koe ga kikoeru
tobenai jibun wo kaete ikou ka　fumidashite nando demo
yarinaosou chikara zuyoku

mienai mono wa nanimo naitte 　sono tashika na uta ga kikoeru
kienai omoi ga koko ni arunda 　itsudatte mou ichido
tachiagarou chikara zuyoku


English
Although my every days are caked with mud　After all this time, I will not do such a thing as be worried
And all though I am shockingly awkward　I have a dream in my heart that I have vowed (to myself to make come true)

The stars that are out of my reach are twinkling　It seems as if I could touch them as I (the star?) begin(s) to ask
Because this heart (of mine) is filled with revived hopes　I will just chase after them (the stars)

Now I can definitely hear that voice saying, "There is an endless sky out there."
Shall I change myself who cannot fly?　Step out and no matter how many times it takes
keep trying, with strength

More than the excuses that have piled up　I want to try and believe in what I am
More than happiness that is littered by lies　I will continue to honestly smile

If a single shooting star passes by again　I will reach my hand out in order to catch it
And because the pure white future continues on forever　I just have to check (to make sure it does)

Saying, "The things you can't see aren't anything."　I can hear that definite song
The indelible memories are here, any time
You can pick yourself up again with strength

Once the tracks of my tears have dried up, I will call to you again　answer me and lead me to the future which we haven't seen yet
I realized that I am not alone　Together, let's aim for that shining door

Now I can definitely hear that voice saying, "There is an endless sky out there."
Shall I change myself who cannot fly?　Step out and no matter how many times it takes
keep trying, with strength

I can definitely hear the song saying, "The things you can't see aren't anything."
The indelible memories are here, any time
You can pick yourself up again with strength


-such a beautiful song to listen too-

Arashi ni Shiyagare 19/03/2011

Firstly, Arashi leave a message to everyone....

O: To everyone who's watching this show right now, as well to everyone who can no longer watch it, we, Arashi, will be delivering these messages to you.

M: To those who are suffering, risking their lives right now - grandpa, grandma, father, mother, brother, sister, little brother, little sister and, to the children

N: What we, Arashi, can only do right now for everyone of you is to show you the 'usual Arashi' with all our strength.

S: At the same time, we continuously cooperate in conserving energy , giving donations and so forth. We will strive to do what we can as we stay here in Tokyo. We believe that if small things are put together, for sure, they will become something big.

A: Tonight, through this program, we deliver you our song with all our strength. We will do all our best so we can send smiles to everyone even just for a moment.

Guest of AniShi : Sato Ryuta

They talked about their 'dreams' in Kinpachi-sensei setting

I'll go to Tokyo and become a president!
As expected of Aiba!

How about you, Satoshi?
I'll be the best in the world

I have no dreams~
Isn't it better to have dreams?
I'll be a charismatic beautician.

How about you, Jun?
I wonder~ I'll make lots of friends.
Don't you have us?!

How about you, Kazunari?
I...I have said this before. I want to be a pro-wrestler!

How about you, sensei? *Ryuta*
Me? I want to go out with the manager!

Then, Ryuta vs. Sho cooking battle

Then Ohno learns card magic....he was told to do it in front of other members...

n he succeed!!!

Hatenai Sora (Endless Sky) Perfomance

**
Finally, a message from Kaibutsu-kun to the all the children.

He's in character, but he looks different because of his very short hair :D

Kaibutsu-kun's message:

O~su!
Today, for my many friends who were troubled by the earthquake in whole Japan, listen to my three wishes!

One!
Listen properly to what your mom and dad say! I also listen to what my papa say right now!

Two!
Do not waste energy and water!

Three! This is the last one!
Support all your friends who are in trouble! I taught all of you that friends are the best.

You can keep these promises properly! During times of great pinch, we can overcome it by joining all our strengths. That's our promise until we meet next time! See ya'!

p/s....really glad to see Arashi after the disaster...they sing Hatenai Sora n it kinda sad coz of what had happen...hope they can stay strong as 5...really looking forward to see them being active back!!!

-this episode is an Epic-

SOURCE : credit to http://mirei-22.livejournal.com/120365.html#cutid1 (mirei_22)

Johnny & Associates cancel concerts + provide free trucks for disaster relief

On March 15th, entertainment agency Johnny & Associates announced that all planned domestic concerts by their artists in March have been canceled. Instead, the transport and power unit trucks normally used for these live performances will be lent to disaster-stricken areas in Japan, free of charge.

In total, 18 performances by 6 artists have been canceled (including TOKIO, Tackey & Tsubasa, Hey!Say! JUMP, and Yamashita Tomohisa).

At every concert, Johnny’s uses several 10-ton transport trucks and a few electric power unit trucks. The agency has a contract in place with truck companies for these, but since the concerts have been canceled, they announced, “If it can help with the disaster relief in stricken areas, we are prepared to lend them out for emergency transport and supplementing electricity … [For example,] transporting material aid, and providing electricity to hospitals…”

Food transport and power shortage are big problems at the affected areas, and Johnny’s says they will consider requests by local authority groups involved in the relief effort for the trucks.

Source: Sanspo

Japan faces "apocalyptic" Disaster as Radiation Spills from Stricken Nuclear Plant

JAPAN was last night on the brink of an “apocalyptic” disaster as radiation spewed out from the stricken Fukushima nuclear plant, experts warned.

A deadly atomic cloud is poised to spread death and misery across the country and engineers are locked in a desperate battle to prevent a meltdown of fuel rods at the quake-hit reactors.

Millions of Tokyo residents were living in fear that, with a wind change, the radiation could descend on the city.

As the danger rating at the plant was upgraded from five to six out of seven, Europe’s energy Commissioner Guenther Oettinger said: “There is talk of an apocalypse and I think the word is particularly well chosen.

“Practically everything is out of control. I cannot exclude the worst in the hours and days to come.”

Japan’s Prime Minister Naoto Kan admitted perilous levels of radiation were leaking from the power station.

At one point it soared to 400 times the annual legal limit.

Mr Kan said on TV: “Radiation has spread from the reactors and the reading seems high. There is a very high risk of further radioactive material coming out.

“We would like to ask you to remain indoors, at home or in your offices and avoid going outside.”

Chief Cabinet Secretary Yukio Edano added: “Now we are talking about levels that can damage human health. There is no mistake about that.”

He also said a fourth reactor was on fire at the plant that has been hit by three blasts in four days. One reactor was no longer sealed, sparking fears of further leaks. Two workers were reported missing.

US experts fear the danger level will be upgraded to seven. That has only been used once before, at Chernobyl in 1986.

Nuclear expert John Harris said: “It seems to be getting more serious as days go by.

“The fact we have now had three hydrogen explosions tells me almost certainly that the reactor cores must be quite badly damaged.

“It could have distorted to the point of meltdown, where some of the core drips into the bottom of the reactor. That is serious.” Russia’s nuclear chief said all six reactors could melt unless the rods are cooled soon. Japanese ­authorities were last night planning to spray water from ­helicopters into an overheating nuclear fuel storage pool.

In Tokyo, parts of the city were eerily quiet as fear gripped residents.

The few people who did venture out admitted the nuclear threat terrified them more than ­after-shocks. But there was no sense of panic and the expected mass exodus of Tokyo failed to materialise.

Radiation levels reached 20 times the usual level. There was some relief when winds expected to blow any radioactive cloud towards the capital did not ­materialise. But UN weather experts said they were keeping a close eye on changing patterns. More than 140,000 people living within 19 miles of ­Fukushima were warned to stay indoors. A no-fly zone was in place for a 20-mile radius over the plant. Bosses have ­evacuated 750 staff – leaving just 70 brave workers to tackle the crisis.

The International Atomic Energy Agency insisted radiation levels were falling. But local media claimed they rose too high for Tokyo Electric Power Company staff to stay in control rooms. The workers, all wearing protective gear, were rotated in and out of the danger zone quickly to reduce exposure. Japan’s Nuclear and Industrial Safety Agency said the third explosion may have damaged the reactor’s suppression chamber.

Residents living in Soma – 35 miles away and outside the exclusion zone – said they were terrified. And some believe the government is not being honest about the extent of the danger.

Innkeeper Toshiaki Kiuchi, 63, said: “I don’t think they are telling us the truth. Maybe even they don’t know.” Shinako Tachiya, 70, added: “We are really afraid. You can’t see fallout so we are totally relying on them for our lives.

“I think they are not being open with us. They aren’t telling us anything.”

US authorities said low-level ­radioactivity was detected at the ­Yokosuka military base, 200 miles away.

The Foreign Office advised against all non-essential travel to Japan but said there were no plans to evacuate Brits.

More than 500 bone marrow transplant centres across Europe were on standby to treat possible radiation victims.

SOURCE : http://mirror.co.uk

Message from Arashi to Arashian

Here's the translation of the message :

***We would like to express our deepest condolences to all of those who have been affected by this earthquake.

Every day the more we watch news, the more we know about the situation, we become increasingly worried about everyone who’s suffered.

We’ve heard that a great deal of fans have been concerned about us, but we’re all fine, rest assured.

Right now, cooperating with conserving energy and water, not using the phone unless it’s urgent, and donating money to relief funds… that’s all we can do to help from where we are in Tokyo. We believe that every little bit helps.

What we can do to help is probably limited, but we’re trying our best to do what we can because we want to make everyone smile again, if just a little.

For everyone in the affected areas, there’s surely still no room to let their guards down, but all of us members are hoping that you can encourage your friends and family, as well as those around you. Then maybe you can overcome these tough times.

Arashi
Ohno Satoshi, Sakurai Sho, Aiba Masaki, Ninomiya Kazunari, Matsumoto Jun

Source : J WEB, Zahirah DBSK Arashi (Facebook) & to the right owner

Japan Quake and Tsunami (Update)

ENGINEERS were last night locked in a desperate race against time to spare Japan from a horrific nuclear disaster.

The fate of millions lay in the hands of workers who have 48 hours to prevent a deadly meltdown at a quake-hit Fukushima One plant.

If they fail, there could be a ­Chernobyl-style radiation leak that will kill people within days and leave others at risk of cancers and childbirth defects for decades to come.

Experts claim that unless engineers can cool the rods, they will melt in around 48 hours and burn through the heavy casing of the containment building they are housed in.

A predicted change in wind ­direction today could leave Tokyo residents in any leak’s line of fire.

Nuclear expert Professor John Gittus, who helped with the aftermath of the 1986 Chernobyl disaster in Ukraine, warned the chances of a meltdown were “one in 10”.

He said: “Within a day or two we should find out that things are all right. That is my forecast.

“But there is a chance we shall find ourselves on the way to a core melt.” Prof Gittus, a fellow of the Royal Academy of Engineering, added: “What happened in Chernobyl is happening in Japan.

“The reactors have been switched off making a nuclear explosion ­impossible but a core meltdown would spell disaster.

“The amount of heat in the core after it has been switched off is enough to melt a hemisphere of concrete 100 yards in diameter.

“This is the China Syndrome we used to talk about and people thought it would go all the way through the world and come out in Australia. But the reality is it is a finite amount of heat energy called decaying heat.

“I did the analysis of the Chernobyl reactor for the British government. The difference is the Japanese reactor has got two strong containments.

“One is the pressure vessel which is a foot thick made of steel the second is the made of concrete and what has happened so far is both those containments have stopped anything get out. Chernobyl didn’t have either.”

But if there was a full meltdown highly radioactive vapours would swirl out into the atmosphere.

The professor said: “This vapour will be blown around. The expectation would be some dozens of people would receive big radiation doses and would die within days or weeks.

“Much larger number of people hundreds times greater would receive smaller doses and it is not certain what would happen to them. This happened after the Chernobyl accident.

“We can’t really be certain that the thousands of people who receive these smaller doses are going to have their lives shortened. But it is a possibility.

“The expectation is that however small a dose some people would die early as a result of cancers in 10 to 40 years’ time. But that’s not certain. They could be somewhere where it rained and a cloud of radioactive wind happened to be blowing over.”

With the rods melting out of control in three damaged reactors at Fukushima, engineers were pumping seawater into the containers in a bid to stop them ­overheating and melting.

Officials admitted radiation detected at Fukushima yesterday was twice the maximum seen so far.

The containment building’s designer claimed he told the makers of the plant it was not strong enough to withstand ­earthquakes. Masashi Goto said his greatest fear is that the blasts may have damaged the steel casing designed to stop radioactive ­material escaping.

He also painted a dire picture of what would happen if a full meltdown and explosion occur.

Mr Goto said because the reactor uses mixed oxide, the melting point is lower than that of conventional fuel. It would mean plutonium being spread over an area up to twice as far as ­estimated for a conventional nuclear explosion.

Even if that is averted, experts predict radioactive releases of steam from the crippled plant could still go on for more than a year.

Workers have no option but to ­periodically vent the reactors as part of the emergency cooling process.

Authorities declared an exclusions around a 12-mile radius of the plant and evacuated 210,000 people.

A senior American official advising the Japanese government said: “Even under the best scenarios, this isn’t going to end soon.”

Japan responded by providing 230,000 units of stable iodine to evacuation centres as a precautionary measure.

As fears of a leak grew, another ­earthquake with a magnitude of 4.1 hit Tokyo at 8pm UK time last night.

In the Pacific, US aircraft carrier the Ronald Reagan, deployed for relief efforts, moved position after detecting low-level radiation. Officials claimed crew members received a month’s worth of radiation in less than an hour.

Three US helicopters flying missions 60 miles north of the plant became coated with radiation.

Several crew needed decontamination scrubs.

Rescue operations continued all along Japan’s battered northeast yesterday.

Emergency workers found 1,000 bodies in Minami Sanriku and another 1,000 washed up on beaches in Miyagi.

Survivors said food, water and fuel were running critically low in the hardest-hit areas and 2.6 million homes were without electricity. Gas was running low.

Red Cross worker Patrick Fuller in Otsuchi said: “It’s a scene from hell. Almost everything has been flattened.

“The government is saying 9,500 people, more than half of the population here could have died and I fear the worst.”

Japan Red Cross president Tadateru Konoe added: “This is the worst I have ever seen. Otsuchi reminds me of Osaka and Tokyo after the Second World War when everything was destroyed.”

SOURCE : http://mirror.co.uk

Bae Yong Joon donates $900,000 USD for Japan earthquake victims

Actor Bae Yong Joon recently stood up to donate to those that suffered from Japan’s horrific earthquake that occurred last week.

Having a high status in Japan, ‘Yon-sama’ owes a lot of his popularity from his Japanese fans, and with a gracious heart, he has decided to give away 1,000,000,000 WON, which comes up to approximately $900,000 USD.

Bae Yong Joon’s company, Keyeast, recently stated, “After hearing that Japan had limited relief supplies and equipment, Bae Yong Joon quickly reacted and donated 1,000,000,000WON for emergency support, hoping for a speedier recovery. The money will be given through the Japan Tourism Agency, who will distribute it to organizations involved in the earthquake/tsunami relief effort. Bae Yong Joon is also very worried about the victims who are in shortage of food and basic living supplies so he has decided to provide food, blankets, and other items as well.”

Bae Yong Joon is not the only actor who is donating money to the neighboring country, as Kim Hyun Joong and Jang Geun Suk, who are also receiving much love in Japan, have decided to give away $100,000 and $120,000 respectively. The latter left a message stating, “I hope that the victims can return to their normal life soon.”

Source: bntnews + sanspo