Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Japan faces "apocalyptic" Disaster as Radiation Spills from Stricken Nuclear Plant

JAPAN was last night on the brink of an “apocalyptic” disaster as radiation spewed out from the stricken Fukushima nuclear plant, experts warned.

A deadly atomic cloud is poised to spread death and misery across the country and engineers are locked in a desperate battle to prevent a meltdown of fuel rods at the quake-hit reactors.

Millions of Tokyo residents were living in fear that, with a wind change, the radiation could descend on the city.

As the danger rating at the plant was upgraded from five to six out of seven, Europe’s energy Commissioner Guenther Oettinger said: “There is talk of an apocalypse and I think the word is particularly well chosen.

“Practically everything is out of control. I cannot exclude the worst in the hours and days to come.”

Japan’s Prime Minister Naoto Kan admitted perilous levels of radiation were leaking from the power station.

At one point it soared to 400 times the annual legal limit.

Mr Kan said on TV: “Radiation has spread from the reactors and the reading seems high. There is a very high risk of further radioactive material coming out.

“We would like to ask you to remain indoors, at home or in your offices and avoid going outside.”

Chief Cabinet Secretary Yukio Edano added: “Now we are talking about levels that can damage human health. There is no mistake about that.”

He also said a fourth reactor was on fire at the plant that has been hit by three blasts in four days. One reactor was no longer sealed, sparking fears of further leaks. Two workers were reported missing.

US experts fear the danger level will be upgraded to seven. That has only been used once before, at Chernobyl in 1986.

Nuclear expert John Harris said: “It seems to be getting more serious as days go by.

“The fact we have now had three hydrogen explosions tells me almost certainly that the reactor cores must be quite badly damaged.

“It could have distorted to the point of meltdown, where some of the core drips into the bottom of the reactor. That is serious.” Russia’s nuclear chief said all six reactors could melt unless the rods are cooled soon. Japanese ­authorities were last night planning to spray water from ­helicopters into an overheating nuclear fuel storage pool.

In Tokyo, parts of the city were eerily quiet as fear gripped residents.

The few people who did venture out admitted the nuclear threat terrified them more than ­after-shocks. But there was no sense of panic and the expected mass exodus of Tokyo failed to materialise.

Radiation levels reached 20 times the usual level. There was some relief when winds expected to blow any radioactive cloud towards the capital did not ­materialise. But UN weather experts said they were keeping a close eye on changing patterns. More than 140,000 people living within 19 miles of ­Fukushima were warned to stay indoors. A no-fly zone was in place for a 20-mile radius over the plant. Bosses have ­evacuated 750 staff – leaving just 70 brave workers to tackle the crisis.

The International Atomic Energy Agency insisted radiation levels were falling. But local media claimed they rose too high for Tokyo Electric Power Company staff to stay in control rooms. The workers, all wearing protective gear, were rotated in and out of the danger zone quickly to reduce exposure. Japan’s Nuclear and Industrial Safety Agency said the third explosion may have damaged the reactor’s suppression chamber.

Residents living in Soma – 35 miles away and outside the exclusion zone – said they were terrified. And some believe the government is not being honest about the extent of the danger.

Innkeeper Toshiaki Kiuchi, 63, said: “I don’t think they are telling us the truth. Maybe even they don’t know.” Shinako Tachiya, 70, added: “We are really afraid. You can’t see fallout so we are totally relying on them for our lives.

“I think they are not being open with us. They aren’t telling us anything.”

US authorities said low-level ­radioactivity was detected at the ­Yokosuka military base, 200 miles away.

The Foreign Office advised against all non-essential travel to Japan but said there were no plans to evacuate Brits.

More than 500 bone marrow transplant centres across Europe were on standby to treat possible radiation victims.

SOURCE : http://mirror.co.uk

Thursday, September 30, 2010

yang pergi....

hari ini terjadi lagi satu episod sedih dlm kamus hidupku...atuk kepada adik sepupuku iaitu haziqah telah pergi menyambut seruan Ilahi...innalillah...pemergiannya yang terjadi secara tiba2 menginsafkan aku betapa sempitnya masa kita hidup di dunia ini....allahyarham tidak menghidap apa2 penyakit sebelum ini. beliau seorg yg sgt cergas dan suka bergurau senda...seorg yg sgt peramah dan sgt menyayangi cucu-cucunya....

betapa kami sgt merasai kehilangannya...yg paling menyedihkan sekali saat pemergian beliau tidak dilihat oleh anak2nya...yg sempat menghadap beliau semasa pergi adalah isteri tersayang dan juga pakcikku yg merupakan menantunya...aku sgt terkejut mendengar berita pemergian beliau...seorg yg mesra dan disenangi oleh masyarakat....

haziqah memelukku n asyik berkata kepadaku bahawa atuknya telah tiada..nyata anak kecil yg telah berusia 10 tahun itu faham akan keadaan yg terjadi...cuma adiknya iaitu haziq masih belum memahami keadaan ini...ibunya sgt cekal menghadapi keadaan ini sama seperti neneknya...aku mengikuti majlis itu dgn penuh rasa insaf...berkurang lagi seorg ahli dlm keluargaku...nyata Allah lebih menyayangi arwah....

*takziah diucapkan wat keluarga cik mat n cik amie...moga roh atuk ponidi berada dlm kalangan org2 yg beriman...kepada kita yg masih hidup...ingatlah bahawa kita juga akan menyusul suatu hari nti....gandakanlah amal kita dan sentiasalah beringat bahawa mati itu pasti...cuma masa dan ketika belum diketahui...

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Cinta

sgt hangat topik mlm ni....cinta...nape ek aku pilih topik ni?? sebab cinta la aku berkorban dan sebab mende bodoh ni jgk aku merana...pergh!!!!! ayat xleh makan ni...hhahahahaha............

cinta itu buta...mang btol...cinta itu manis..(masa awal2 je tu)....cinta itu menyakitkan (tunggu la bile si die dah bosan ngadap muka n perangai kite yg sume mang dah xelok pada die)....itu lah cinta...tpi kan...sbb mende2 ni...aku dah xpercya pada cinta....

ramai dah org tnye kat aku...bile nak tamatkan zaman bujang?? xkan la nak amek gmbr pengantin je...aku ni bile lak nak naik pelamin??? hahahahahahaha...bkn aku xkisah tpi mang dah xminat pon...bagi aku...cinta itu menyakitkan...sungguh sakit....

cukup la dgn pengalaman yg aku dpt..sungguh perit dan xleh nak ckp ape la....tpi tu dulu la...skrg ni aku dah free..so, sape2 nak isi borg tu leh la try....aku juz bagi hint 1 jer la...aku xsuka kna tipu..tu pantang sket kat aku...hehehehe...so make sure candidate yg isi borg tu bkn sorg yg penipu ok...heheheheheheh...

gurau je k...aku nak merepek je kat blog ni b4 aku tido...n xlah sape lak yg bodoh miskol aku ni...ingat nama aku ayu ke?? bangang nye manusia...xpe la...x elok marah2 sblm tido...ape2 pon....

oyasuminasai (good nite)

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

LONG TIME....

its a very long time....i dont remember last time i write in this blog...whatever la kan....

hurm...try to begin with things i dont know what..its so hard...now i'm returning single n i begin myself alone...i have my friends n family to support me....but still...i'm alone to survive in this world..

selamat datang kepada memori baru dan kepada memori lama....selamat tinggal..aku sgt berharap dengan perubahan status diri ini akan menjadikan aku tabah menempuh hidup...heheheheehe...ayat je nak up...hampeh tol aku ni...hahahahahahahaha....

org selalu kata yang hidup sorg ni payah...aku sgt pelik dgn kenyataan itu...bagi aku, xkisah la...yg penting ape yg kite percaya...wat masa ni..aku bahagia dgn keseorangan aku ini...kepada org yg telah aku lukai hatinya...aku minta maaf di atas semua salah silap yg telah aku lakukan terhadap diri anda...saya harap anda dpt memaafkan diri ini....

p/s..anda tetap saya ingati...

Friday, January 15, 2010

BROKEN HEARTED BY BEYONCE

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

so long...

sudah cukup lama aku meninggalkan halaman ini tanpa apa2 perubahan....

bkn disengajakan tetapi aku sedang mencari ilham di kala hati dirundung kesepian dan kesakitan....di kala ini aku sedang membina kembali hati ini yang telah banyak disakiti...

di kala ini aku rasa sudah cukup kuat untuk berhadapan dengan apa sahaja...insyaallah...
aku juga insan yang lemah...mudah kalah dengan perasaan...sgt sensitif...tidak dinafikan...

bnyk perkara yang berlaku sepanjang kesenyapan ku dari dunia blogging ini...ntah la....
semua perkara yang berlaku membuatkan aku sgt lemas untuk berhadapan dengan dunia maya ini...cukup aku terluka sekali kerana jika aku terluka lagi kali ini kemaafan akan sukar untuk diraih dari diri ini....bkn kejam tetapi aku juga ada perasaan...smpi bila maruah diri ini harus dipijak seolah-olah ia tidak berharga....

ah...aku sudah pergi jauh nampaknya....mungkin juga kebelakangan ini aku kerap memikirkan tentang diri ini dan hati ini...jika hati ini seperti kulit sudah terlalu banyak calar dan lukanya....tetapi dengan peredaran masa aku ubati hati ini....

maaf andai diri ini tidak mampu untuk berdiri teguh lagi....

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

painful anniversary???

dunno what to say...today is our anniversary...but i cried all day...since 12.00 last night....dunno what to say....

a lot things happen in a day....painful n hurt....mix in one...wow!!!! can't believe this thing happen in our anniversary....don't want to believe but it already happen....

by the way....happy anniversary....to me n...

i hope this thing wouldn't happen again...first n last...this is a painful anniversary..i will remember it forever....i hope i can live with this pain if it happen again....

God...if something happen to me...pls give ur blessing to all people who love n care for me....

p/s happy anniversary baby d~

-xoxo-

congratulations!!!!

last night....i call my baby d...aku xtahan dgn ape yg aku fikir....aku baca blog tu abis2...sedih nye aku xdpt share sume tu dgn die...sedihnye aku xdpt panggil die bulan...sedihnye....

tpi aku gembira sebab ade org leh share dgn die...aku happy sgt2...n org tu pun panggil my baby d bulan die....worth....that the important of sharing...me??? i don't i guess....baby d selalu ckp yg kitorg ckp mcm ayam ngan itik...so i can't read baby d...tpi aku bersyukur sbb ade org yg faham die....even what i said is a burden to me...aku rela semata-mata nak tgk baby d bahagia....

mungkin aku bodoh sbb cemburu buta...org dah explain pun tpi aku masih nak bangkitkan hal ni...aku xleh...aku check blog tu satu2...bnyk link dorg...dgn ex2 die pun ade...dgn chip tu pun ade...ntah la....lantak la...aku xnak ingat ape2 lepas ni....

aku bkn jahat tpi aku sedih sgt2...sejak aku bersemangat kembali ni la first time aku rasa sgt2 down....even tgh tulis ni pun aku leh nangis...aku benci keadaan ni....biarlah..jgn pedulikan aku....
aku boleh hidup walaupun aku lupa semuanya....asalkan hidup dan tidak menyerah...i can build my life back...i know i can walaupun sakit....

d~ i love u so much....klu ini harga yg terpaksa b bayar sbb pernah wat d merana dulu b redha....cuma b doa dgn Tuhan supaya kurangkan sikit beban yg b tanggung...b xnak nangis hari2 tiap masa...its not worth crying 4 u...u r juz an ordinary human being....the different is i love u....tu je....

congrats to me...senyum dalam sengsara....

no love no hug....i don't deserved it....