Tired

lately too many things happen at the same time...in my life in my family n in anything that i involved with....

ntah la...ade yg baik n ade yg buruk...tpi bkn tu yg aku nak citer...about a week ago that i want to share here....

a week ago, ade la sorg mamat ni...die ckp kat kwn aku yg die nak hntr rombongan merisik kat umah aku...aku pon ape g..angin la satu bdn...aku dah ckp kat mamat tu yg aku xnak ade relationship kat sape2 pon...

mlm ni die text aku...die desak gak nak hntr..aku ckp je kat mamat tu...hntr la...tpi jwpn aku x...biar padan ngan muka die...aku dah la ngah bzy..die nak cri pasal jgk kat aku...aku geram sgt..dah la nak kawan ngan aku tpi mcm paksa je...aku pelik la..ade gak mamat mcm ni kat dunia ni...

yg kwn aku pon 'pandai' sgt bagi no aku kat mamat tu..thanks la kwn..aku rasa mcm nak cekik2 je batang leher ko...geram!! dah la kasi x g tau kat aku...hurm....

eh? apesal aku termarah lak kat blog ni?? ishk3...hehehehehe...gurau je la...esk jdi satu keje aku g nak tolak risikan org...adehh...pening r pale...nape la mamat kayu ni xfaham...sengal tol la....

ape2 pon aku nak tido dulu...mudah2an esk aku dpt fikir dgn tenang...(bkn utk terima risikan mamat tu..itu aku tetap xsuka)...

gudnite...oyasuminasai....

Oretachi No Song.....

hehehehehe....tajuk jepun tu..means lagu kita...this song were sang by Arashi...the jpop group idol that i like...

two days ago i'm so happy coz i got the whole album n another thing that makes me happy is the 5x10 concert dvd i already got after 4 months waiting..(dah tempah dari jepun confirm la lmbt sampai..hehehehe) after all i got it..fuh!!!

i like this group because all of the song were so motivating n good to listen at...it can accompany my soul n calm me down...but it also can raised my mood...huhuhuhu

love this group...especially their leader...Ohno Satoshi a.k.a Riida...hehehehehe....


from left...Aiba Masaki, Ninomiya Kazunari, Ohno Satoshi, Sakurai Sho n Matsumoto Jun...
this is the Arashi member...

Salam Untuk Kekasih

Di sebalik kalbu
Yang semakin layu
Terbenam rasa rindu
Terkunci suara hati
Tiada siapa tahu

Dimanakah kasih
Tak seperti dulu
Kata kau sayangkan ku
Benarkah itu

Walau kehadiranku hanyalah sementara
Bukan salahmu sayang kira kau jatuh cinta
Akan ku pergi jauh takkan kembali
Salam maaf permisi
Ku undur diri

Kini ku bersara
Dengan langkah baru
Menyisi luka ini
Kekasih... sekeras aku
Terhiris kerna kamu

Ku tinggalkan cinta
Kisah yang berlalu
Kisah kenangan kita
Hanya kau tahu

Walau kehadiranmu bagaikan menghiasi
Bukan caraku sayang harap engkau mengerti
Pemergianku ini tak ku relai
Salam maaf permisi
Ku undur diri

Setelah Sendiri

Setelah Sendiri...begitu lah secara ringkas tentang apa yg aku ingin coretkan di sini pada malam ini....

hurm...setelah sendiri...single itu indah tpi..sunyi..tiada gelak tawa insan tersayang..tiada siapa lagi yg sudi mengambil berat bersengkang mata semata-mata untuk mengetahui keadaan diri ini sihat atau x..begitulah putaran roda kehidupan....aku ingin single...itulah keputusan hatiku...

kenapa aku ingin menjadi sendiri? kerana aku melihat si dia lebih bahagia di luar sana dgn insan lain selain aku...bagi ku..aku hnya menyekat kebebasan dia, kehidupan yg seharusnya dia miliki..."syg, andai dgn melepaskanmu kau dpt memiliki kehidupan bahagiamu...aku rela..." pergh!!! ayat tangkap masyuk...masuk ker???

hehehehehe...ape2 je lah aku ni...ye la..skrg ni kna la pandai hiburkan hati sendiri...sume kna sendiri...dah keputusan itu yg ku pilih...biar lah dia bahagia..bila kami bersama..hnya air mata yg menghiasi harinya...

syg...maafkan diri ini sekiranya bnyk mengundang duka dalam kehidupanmu..aku harap kau akn lebih berbahagia selepas ini tanpa diri ini yg selalu menyeksa kehidupanmu...aku harap kau akn selalu tersenyum gembira selepas ini....carilah org yg lebih memahamimu selain diri ini....hnya doa yg mampu ku utuskan untuk mengiringi kebahagiaan dirimu....

p/s..sesungguhnya syg terhadap dirimu tidak pernah padam walaupun hubungan ini sudah terputus....

Shattered Glass

Hoh, hoh, hoh, ho-oh-oh-ho
Hoh, hoh, hoh, ho-oh-oh

Did I wake you? Were you sleeping? Were you still in the bed?
Or is a nightmare keeping you up instead?
Oh baby, are you feeling guilty for what you did?
If you think you're hurtin', you ain't seen nothing yet

Was it really worth it?
Was she everything that you were looking for?
Feel like a man
I hope you know that you can't come back
'Cause all we had is broken like shattered glass

You're gonna see me in your dreams tonight
My face is gonna haunt you all the time
I promise that you gon' want me back
When your world falls apart like shattered glass
Glass, glass, glass, glass

Are you having trouble focusing throughout the day?
Do you find yourself still calling my name?
Do you wish you could rewind time and take it back?
I bet you realized that she ain't half the woman I am

Was it really worth it?
Was she everything that you were looking for?
Feel like a man
I hope you know that you can't come back
'Cause all we had is broken like shattered glass

You're gonna see me in your dreams tonight
My face is gonna haunt you all the time
I promise that you gon' want me back
When your world falls apart like shattered glass
Glass, glass, glass, glass

L-l-like glass
Glass
Glass

Hoh, hoh, hoh, ho-oh-oh-ho
Hoh, hoh, hoh, ho-oh-oh

let go....

today...i let go everything...from my love to my heart...
from my past to my future...i let go....

i will gain new one...i sure but i juz not sure what it will be....
i hope it is good...

Arashi - Be With You

arashi-be with you


romaji
Hodou ni naranda fuzoroi na futatsu no kage
Yorisou you ni nobite yuku
Awatadashii toki no naka nagasarenai you ni
Bokura te wo tsunaida

Hitogomi ga nagarete isogu hito no naka de
Kanashiku natte kimi no namae yonda
Toori sugita kaze no nioi
Atarashii kisetsu e hora iro ga kawatteku

Kimi no koe de sono egao de sono subete de
Me wo hiraite boku wa arukeru
Donna kako mo sonna asu mo wakachi aou
Dakara boku wa kimi no moto ni

Kimi no me ni utsuru subete no kanashimi
Sono itami nuguetara
Tooi kako kimi ga okisari ni shita yume
Zenbu kanaeyou

Toki wa nagare itsumo nanika wo kaeteku kedo
Eien wo te ni ireta bokura wa
Dare yorimo tsuyoku nareru
Mou sugu machi niwa hitotsu mirai ga kuru

Hito wo tsuyoku aisuru koto kizuita kara
Me ni mieru subete wa kagayaki dasu
Sono egao wo sono subete wo mamotte yuku
Soshite itsumo kimi to tomo ni

Kimi no koe ga sono egao ga sono subete ga
Boku wo itsumo boku ni kaeshite kureru
Donna kako mo donna asu mo kanji aou
Soshite boku wa kimi no moto ni
Soshite itsumo kimi to tomo ni


english
Two shadows lined up out of synch on the pavement
They stretch out as if they’re trying to snuggle together
To not be pulled along in the times of rush
We held each others’ hands

Within the crowds of people rushing around
I felt sad and called out your name
The scent of the breeze that blew
To the new season, see, the colors are changing

Because of your voice, your smiles, your everything
I can open my eyes and walk on
No matter what out past may be, we’ll share the future
That’s why I go to where you are

All the sadness that can be seen in your eyes
If you were to let that pain be wiped away
A far-off past and dreams that left you behind
I’ll make all of them come true

Time passes, but something will always change